It all started by spending a week
in bed with a bad dose of flu over Christmas, followed
by three more weeks off work.
After that I only managed afternoons
at work and had to sleep and rest all evening and
weekend - a few times I had to go for a sleep in
the car during the day.
One day I felt better than in ages
and did a bit too much – I couldn't make it
into work the next day and spent most of the next
three weeks at home.
My arms and legs ached pretty much
constantly, my knees and elbow joints were painful,
and at times it could be challenging to find a position
comfortable enough to sleep in. I slept every afternoon
and if I did too much – physical or mental
– I’d get exhausted and the shutters
would come down on my brain. It was quite disconcerting
being unable to think.
I bought a shower stool as I would
often wake up feeling reasonable, but was exhausted
by the time I’d had a shower and got dressed.
I brought everything I wanted for the day downstairs
in the morning, so I only had to tackle the stairs
once each day. I also bought a bar stool for the
kitchen, so I could sit down and prepare food and
stir the cooking. Most of the time I either slept
or just sat with a book, though it had to be something
easy to read. It was all about coping and getting
through from one day to the next. I found it all
extremely frustrating being unwell - I’d always
been so independent.
A few people told me they knew of
people who had developed ME after they had flu,
so I asked two doctors about ME, but both were dismissive
and didn’t tell me anything - they just kept
signing me off for a week at a time. Finally, I
saw a different doctor who mentioned it could be
ME / chronic fatigue but she still couldn’t
help much more than telling me to pace myself –
which was almost impossible after I had been used
to being really busy.
My Mum knew of three people who had
ME and got well after doing the Energy Excellence
Course so she sent me the web address. When I looked
at the website I found it quite emotional –
I could relate to so many of the symptoms and struggles
described in the recovery stories and Amir’s
talk rung so true for me.
I had reached the point where I was
facing the fact that I could be ill for years, or
may never get well just by pacing myself, so now
was very excited to hear how other people had got
well – and in just a few weeks.
Within a week, I had booked onto the
course - I so wanted to get well again before my
life really fell apart, but I also feared it may
not work for me. One of the things I’d found
really difficult was when I had to ring work each
day and say I was still not well enough to come
in – I felt so guilty, so I told only my family,
close friends and my boss about the course, so that
people didn't have huge expectations.
I started to notice improvements by
the second day of the course, and walked a few hundred
yards along the seafront – not far, but further
than I had walked for a long time, and without my
‘old woman shuffle’ that had developed
while I was ill!
On the third morning I generally felt
better and a few people commented that I was looking
better - I didn’t need a sleep in the afternoon
and was able to walk and climb stairs normally.
I gradually increased my hours at work over the
next six weeks until I could do a full week’s
work and felt back to normal!
Also, just one month after the course
I was able to do so much more outside of work –
like go to the supermarket, walk into town and go
shopping, cycle a few miles, swim ten lengths. I
also enjoyed cooking and eating again, and was able
to do chores around the house like washing and vacuuming.
I had my interest in life back again!
It is so exciting being well again
after being so ill. Many people have commented on
how well I look now, and really, I think I am better
in myself than I have been for a long time, perhaps
ever.
I have learnt a lot from the Energy
Excellence Course, not just the process that enabled
me to get well again, but a lot about my general
well-being. Right up until I experienced this illness
and recovery for myself, I wouldn’t have believed
it possible to get well from being so ill in such
a short a space of time with just a simple process
and no medication.
I really encourage anyone suffering
from fatigue to go on the Energy Excellence Course
- I have recommended it to a number of people and
hope that Amir and Aliya will continue to run it
for a long time in order to help many more people.
Sophie