4 Months after the Energy
Excellence Course:
Amir,
Words cannot express the gratitude
I have for teaching me how to gain my life back.
I will be eternally grateful for the skills you
taught that will help me throughout my life.
I never imagined I would ever be free of pain or
illness, I never imagined I would be happy. But
I am all of those things.
I haven’t been in touch in a
while as my life has been constantly on the go,
I haven’t stopped, I can just keep going and
going. It’s been 4 months now - the first
4 months I have felt that I am living.
For me life was only the waiting room,
I lived waiting for the next problem to occur, the
next time I would be hospitalized or bed bound or
emotionally tortured by the cruel ignorance of people
in my life.
I was ill from basically the word
go as a child, I don’t remember there being
a time when there was nothing wrong with me. I suffered
a long time with no help, no understanding and no
idea what was wrong. I grew up with a sense of isolation
but until now I never understood why I always wanted
to cry, why I just wanted to scream with anger,
or even why I had to be at home ill when everyone
else was having fun at school.
As I progressed into my teenage years,
illness became an even bigger part of my life. Looking
back I feel as a young teenager I was mentally tortured
by being so isolated, most teenagers find their
early years hard, but for me it worsened as I became
sicker and sicker the older I became, more withdrawn
to my bed and after a serious medical issue I was
having to use a wheelchair as means of just leaving
my bed.
All this has changed, you gave me
the chance at a young age to be able to go out there
and make something of myself. I am studying A levels
of Law, Drama, Psychology and English literature.
I am working part time as a waitress and I’m
always on my feet. I swim and go to the gym at least
twice a week and I can shop till I drop. I can go
out with friends and not care, because I know I
can still get up at 7am.
Mentally it took me a while to get
here as I was ill for so very long, but I am now
happier than I have ever been, I truly believe in
myself, I no longer care what others think and the
deep hole of depression I sank myself into is a
thing of the past. Negativity is not in my vocabulary
and if it even slightly pops into my mind I zap
it with the process. I will continue to use these
skills to further myself throughout my life. As
a young women I have matured into the person I always
wished I could be.
I felt dramatic difference after the
first day, I felt lighter and felt like I could
run and run, I doubted it at first, I thought this
change was all in my head, I never believed it was
real, I thought it was a dream. But I worked on
the process harder than anything I have ever done
despite my doubts - it wasn’t just a dream.
The most amazing thing ever, is to
wake up and feel like I have slept.
Thank you a thousand times over.
Holly
